We are advancing fast with the mobile home of ours. He is
now cladded with wooden boards and newly painted on the inside. We layed out
the new vinyl-floor and are now finishing the very last details necessary to
complete before leaving.
Today we went to check out our lot and the current conditions
of the approx. 200 m of muddy dirt road in a very dubious state we have to pass
when entering the “casita” to the designated site we want to live on. It was a
spectacular day: cold but calm and with the most radiant blue sky. The ground
covered in a small cap of snow and the mountains in the distance partly covered
by a light and low fog that made them seems misty and to vanish gliding
together with the horizon. The buzzard eagle paid us a visit as well as the
more common chimango caracara and southern crested caracara. It was so very
peaceful and quiet standing there just the 2 of us sharing a mate and taking
deep breaths. At moments like these it is difficult to believe our luck and we
silently agree that we a blessed and just a few steps away from living out a
dream.
Shortly we will live here in our little house on 2 wheels.
We will only have a roof, a bed and a small stove to begin with. Nothing more.
No toilet, no fixed water supply, no bathroom, no electricity, no heating
source, no internet or phone signal, in other words: no comfort at all and just
a simple shelter to protect us from the winter elements and the cold. It’s dawning
on me that it’s actually the ultimate challenge to say goodbye for good to
everything we normally take for granted including the possibility to enter the
warmth inside of a cozy heated house.
First of all we need to build something resembling a toilet
for all the human solid waste. The liquids we have agreed to shed about keeping
it separated from the solids. The idea is to use Euro pallets as floor and
walls, all held together with metal bars which are fixed in the ground. Then we
are going to build a wooden box with bottom and a hinged lid. In the lid we cut
a hole corresponding to a normal toilet seat. The wood will receive a varnish
to make cleaning easier. Inside the wooden box we place a bucket. The pallet
walls will have a height that allows the person using the toilet to have a
beautiful panoramic view of the cordillera while sitting on the toilet thrown.
We might put in something that resembles a roof in case the winter weather is
disturbing too much.
Next assignment is to build something like a pavilion
attached to the “casita” providing us with a shelter we will heat up with our
inherited chimney-fireplace. Here we will make room for a place to shower and
maybe build an “outdoor kitchen”. This will be our home until we hopefully will
qualify for the housing subsidy. This process will take months. In fact I don’t
expect anything to happen until 2014. A requirement for qualifying is to own a
bare piece of land without any fixed constructions nor the supply of water,
electricity or gas, so as to not disqualify ourselves we are only living in an
interim structure without any supply at all. That’s the deal and that’s what we
are going to do. We receive a lot of head-shaking and questions from our
closest family, but at the end it only enhances the desire to leave and start
to live by ourselves, at our pace, living out all the crazy ideas that will
occur. I love the thought of waking up at the dawn of light, make coffee and
drink it looking at the mountains and hearing nothing but the wild and
domesticated animals that lives in the vicinity. The day will pass quickly as
we fix, build or invent on the lot, or visit the city to buy supplies, go to
the gym or to yoga, visit family and friends or use the internet. When the dark
falls we will read, study, play games or guitar or listen to music in the spare
candlelight before going to bed looking up at the stars. That’s very far from
the life I am used to live, but very close to the life I love when in the
mountains. The life that really makes me happy and make me feel completely
free.
At times I wonder if I am suited for this life. I am after
all a city girl. Maybe I will be bored. Maybe I will never be warm. Maybe I
can’t put in the work DEFY needs. Maybe I will feel isolated. After all I will
be writing off all commodities I am used to. Then I think: The big move to the
lot is tying together all ends of my current endevours and dreams. DEFY
Patagonia and my future life with Luis which at some point will hopefully
include having children. This is the beginning and beginning with just the pure basics is important to us. Thta means that each morning we will get out of bed and build on our future and our dreams.