Monday, May 27, 2013

Inmobilized

7 weeks post op I am doing exceptionally fine. Slowly gaining more mobility I am able to walk very slowly 1 km without brace and mostly without crutches. It makes me happy but also very aware of the job I have ahead of me regaining muscles strength and the propioception (the nerve connection that brings messages between my brain and my leg, that really has a hard time responding when I more or less unconsciously ask it to move or flex etc.) There is a noticeable delay in the communication leaving a lapse of time for me to actually make my next move and sometimes stumble before I realize the delay. To prevent this I have to be extremely focused and concentrated all the time no matter what I do. It’s tough but also interesting figuring out and observing the healthy side of my body compared to the weak one.

At least 2-3 hours daily I spend solely on nursing and strengthening the leg. I take off the brace to get a better feel of my muscles but also to observe and focus on perfect execution. Before I lay out my mat to work out I warm up by walking and biking on the static bike in the basement. It makes me feel very exposed walking without the brace. It’s my protection not alone from bad movements but also it aids me by alerting surrounding people of my weak leg. It’s very important to me that my over-protective consciousness will let go of the fear of pain and injury and start to build up the confidence and trust I will need in the mountains. The exercises at this point is focused on obtaining a complete extension of the leg and on gaining more range of motion. Today I can flex up to about 135 degrees when assisted. That’s a whole lot better than expected at this point giving me a great advantage as I am shortly taking off the brace and start the real rehabilitation. The difference in circumference of the thighs are still 4 cm as it was 1 week post op. It might take a year to regain complete muscle-strength.


Being semi mobile I have gone to the north coast of the Danish Island Sealand, a 1 hour drive from Copenhagen. I am sitting in the sun appreciating all the different trees blossoming bringing about the recognizable and super beautiful baby green color lightening up the entire landscape that is awakening after having just survived during winter. Spectacular creatures... I leave you with the sunset last night.